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Sunday, April 28, 2013

GOT MY "WANT TO!"

         
          This year is the SIXTH TIME I have attempted to read/study/digest Lysa Terkeurst's book, MADE TO CRAVE since buying it in 2011.  I so relate with her words in the first chapter, "It's not the "how to" I am missing. It's the "want to....really wanting to make changes and deciding that the results of those changes are worth the sacrifice."
          
          I found that this was scriptural!   "Not in your own strength, for it is God Who is all the while effectually at work in you (energizing and creating in you the power and desire) both to will and to work for His good pleasure and satisfaction and delight." (Phil. 2:13)

            Some weeks ago I started to notice a real "want to" to make so many right choices.  The same week this was noticeable to me I received an appointment to have an ultra sound taken of my arteries, which they had been wanting to check since 5 years ago, when they saw a narrowing occurring.  They immediately saw that placque had built up, but unable to see the extent without taking further testing.  Ever since then, we have had insurance obstacles.

             As soon as these negative results came I went through an escalation of emotions.  The worst was the fear I had to immediately fight.  When fear grips you, it is just like the Bible says, in 1John 4:18 "......fear hath torment!"  The greatest description  I have always experienced with fear is the feeling of paralyzation.  I am not worried about my condition of my heart. I have simply been worried about the care of my precious son whom I take care of.

                      ENOUGH   ABOUT   THAT!

                     What I want to share with you is how God has just been so loving & concerned about me!  My Hello Morning group has been studying on hope and for one entire week we had scriptures on fear, just what I needed!  It seemed like every other blog was dealing with the issue of fear.  All my church programs on tv were preaching or teaching on how to fear not!  My Hiding His Word Group has been memorizing Psalms 71 which has many comforting verses directly to my situation. And my Pastor Lawrence Montgomery speaks right into my life with a Rhema Word! 

                 RIGHT HERE is where I would interject a picture of my binder I made.  I am a visual person.  The cover says, MY BELIEF  SYSTEM.   The verse underneath this title is  "we having the same spirit of faith according as it is written, 'I believed and therefore have I spoken'  we also believe and therefore speak."  (2 Cor. 4:13)

                          I have dividers with sections for scriptures, confessions,  prayers, my identity in Christ, articles that edify. 

                           Earlier in the year I thought I knew where I was going, wanted to go in all the areas of my life.  But I have so learned that life just happens and we have to make a detour.  As far as my health, I am already making necessary changes, but because of this, more intensely!  And that is a good thing!  I am "WANTING TO" because of the great mercy God has had upon me and my foolishness!   My trust is in God! I just know "HE'S  GOT  THIS!"

12 comments:

  1. "He's got this!"
    I love that, Helen. It's so true. And I'm glad that the Lord gave you so many truths to absorb in the same week. He's so beautiful to do things like that for us. I struggle with fears myself so I relate to what you're saying, and I pray with you that we'll continue making progress forward with our "want to"s. Love you!

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    1. Lisa! Now that I've gotten over that hurdle; I am so looking forward to sharing how being a part of Hiding His Word tremendously helped me! Thankyou for always encouraging me!

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  2. Very inspiring post! Thanks for sharing. I pray that God gives you healing, comfort, and a special pray for your son.

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    1. Thankyou Tammy for stopping by! Thankyou for your thoughts & prayers!

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  3. I am reading that book too - what a great study!

    God bless you, sister Helen!

    Gina Weeks

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    1. Thankyou Gina for coming by! I always enjoy "Unwrapping His Grace" with you and sweet Mary! What an honor! I am so thankful to have so many Godly women I can look up to!

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  4. "HE'S GOT THIS!" <--- Yes, He does!

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    1. Hi Joyce! Thankyou so much for coming by! I appreciate you!

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  5. Hi Helen-
    Just a note to encourage you and to keep writing for the LORD! ALSO, never lose TRUST in HIM. GOD is bigger than anything we are dealing with here. And yes, HE does HAVE IT! Blessings on you!

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    1. What a blessing for you to come by "today!" Really needed the encouragement! Thankyou so much!

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  6. Don't you just love it when God just will not let us miss the lessons He's trying to teach us. When there is really something He's trying to open my eyes to, I often come across that particular topic many times.

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    1. Thankyou so much Wanda for your encouraging words! I just love God's correction; as He is so merciful with it! Thankyou for stopping by!

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